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name: amy
i love: andrew
age: 15
mood: 
location: Florida
i brush my: blond brownish hair
tears fall from: green brownish blue eyes
lives for: God. friends. STARS! laughing. memories good/bad. soccer. rock. fam. love. cappichinos. mountain dew. dogs r us chicken wings. writing. zours. sour patch kids. mr teddy. care bears. happy bunny. taking pictures/ looking at pictures. sleeping. bright colors of green n hot pink. rain. frogs. care bears. pickles. 6 hour phone calls ha. tv shows dagrassi n boy meets world. sunsets. holding hands. aim/computer. reading. mountains. driving.
i listen to: shinedown. incubus. rasmus. new found glory. avril lavigne. linkin park. yellowcard. story of the year. heart. styx. smile empty soul. evanescence. dashboard confessional. blink 182. killers. godsmack. korn. modest mouse.avenged sevenfold. velvet revolver. trapt. the vines. franz ferdinand. soil. seether. sum 41. saliva. brand new. taking back sunday. cold. drowing pool. postal service. disturbed. foo fighters. sugarcult. 311. breaking benjamin. metallica. earshot. finch. lostprophets. muse. puddle of mudd. the hives. the von bondies. three days grace. favorite color. afi. a perfect circle. the starting line. simple plan. all american rejects. jimmy eat world. many many more..
speak to me: TimEisRunIngOuT6
send me a love letter: thatsoriginal01@yahoo.com
friends: brittany. kasey. kaleigh. nadya. lida. jon. john. kate. erica. whitney. ashley. lindsay
cell number: 960-9831
Well this may come as kind of a surprise.
I dont like you, and I dont care what you think about what I do. And most of all, I dont need your opinion. -reel big fish
I'll do what I feel like
Shinedown- Simple Man:
Well, Momma told me
When I was young
Sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say
And ff you do this, it'll help you some sunny day
Oh, take your time
Don't live too fast
Troubles will come
And they will pass
You'll find a woman, oh baby
And you'll find love
And don't forget that there is someone up above
And be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can
Forget your lust
For rich man's gold
All that you need now
Is in your soul
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied
And be a simple kind of man
Be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Oh, don't you worry
You'll find yourself
Follow your heart
And nothing else
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
All that I want for you my son, is to be satisfied
And be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Be a simple man
Oh, be something you love and understand.
"Don't try to fix me.."
Icubus - Stellar:
Meet me in outerspace
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place, wont you come with me
We could start again
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outerspace
I will hold you close, If your afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, It might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
Do oh oh oh oh oh
You are stellar
You are stellar
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, make me feel like I do, Yeah.
Rasmus - In the Shadows:
No sleep
No sleep untill I am done with finding the answer
Wont stop
Wont stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into there slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanne stay and wait for a wonder
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circels, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me feel me, come take me higher
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
I been watching
I been waiting
I been searching
I been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I been waiting
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
so i did see her put the trash in THEIR mailbox.
WHAT THE HELL IS UP.
da da da...well today. i've done about nothing. unless you count playing monopoly with a seven year old n maken a sign something. tho i do love that game. until about 30 min. later when i'm kicking her butt n she starts crying n says shes bored. then it gets a bit on the lame side. umm i would have to say about 20, no lie, people have called and either hung up or were tryn to sell me shit. i don't know why i answered the phone every time. i guess out of curiousity (however u spell that shit) takes over and ur forced to pick it up!!! yes i think thats it. yay and now its storming I LOVE STORMS! hehe. tho kate will have to miss swimming n CHEERLEADING ha yes she is now a cheerleader..her dream! lmao i wonder how long this dream will last..or my moms will to take her to practice 3-4 FREAKN TIMES A WEEK. damn for only being 7 years old thats alot of practice...anyways. lmao i'm lookn at the Journeys magazine n theres a belt buckle that has a spot for your ID..interesting..of course i like all the star stuff since i guess i'm pretty obsessed..haha. found myself a pair of kick ass shoes. i need some. mine hurt..lol their like 1-2 years old! i guess thats old..unless your the type that gets a new pair like every 3 months humm i wonder if i should get balck or white or gray shoes..anywho. i really like that story of the year cd. thanks andrew!! :-)
la la. la. humm i'm bored. and i'm kinda runnin out of shit to say. not that ANY of what i just said was any importance. at all. so moving onnnnnnnnnnnnnn. well i think i'm gonna go. maybe watch some scooby doo with kate. n get her ready for swimmn just in case..
TOODLES my fellow viewers.
Posted at 12:08 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
why do we do this to ourselves..we're buying every word they sell...
SO WHAT THE HELL IS UP..i'm really bored. i don't mind babysittn its just i can't go anywhere. if i wanted to...uhhhh well what kind of shit can i ramble on today.
la da da. so this is great. i have nothn to say. then again its not even noon yet. so maybe i'll go try n have a life before i try n write about it..LATER DORKS.
<3 andrew.
Story of the year - Swallow the knife:
So our open wounds will bleed
Until our veins run dry
Now we have to take this thorn
And tear it from our side
Agitated at the fault line
Still agreed to disagree
Your connected to the heart
But tonight we'll set you free
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Even now as i write this down
All pretensions disappear
Now our impulses will bite
At the ankles of our fear
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Words are spoken
Words are broken down
So lets make this night be our best mistake
So lets take the time to wipe the blood away
Now our hands are tied
And our world is caving in
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Now our hands are tied
And the problems lie within
Words are spoken
Words are broken
Broken Down
i like this band.
Posted at 07:56 am by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
wonderful night definitely.
well today. woke up in bit of a bad mood still. but then my grandmother wanted to take us to the merrit island mall. ahh its scary driving over there...but anyways. me n jessica just walked around pretty much the whole place only to find out my mom n grandmother haven't even left the first store lol. love them. umm got these awesome black n white checkered flip flops. boys but its all the same n the end. a shoe on your foot..um came home uhhhh i don't really remember what i did. uhh took a shower! got dressed n all that exciting shit. went to andrew's! watched umm "don't tell mom"?? i can't remember the name. ha. nice. (i liked the movie tho especially their clothes..) funfun tho. came home idk 9:30 (THANKS FOR THE CD ANDREW!) my mom omg..(definitely one of my better moments with her)..sat me down n said sorry for making me feel like im not good enough n that she loves me n all that teary eyed stuff. (tho i didn't cry but i wanted too.- n u can say thats babyish but to me it was a wonderful moment that meant alot to me.) then she said this weeken we were going to go out to dinner just me and her. i can't wait im sure theres alot of stuff we need to talk about. gosh :-D!! im very happy right now!!!!! yea well now i'm just sittn around alone. bla. about to be bored. well that was my awesomely great day. wish they were all this good. well toddles for now..much love <3
<3 andrew.
story of the year - until the day i die:
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you
As years go by
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die to
I'd die too
You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was (I was)
But still the second hand will catch us
Like it always does
We'll make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
Cause I know I still do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Should I bite my tongue?
Until blood soaks my shirt
We'll never fall apart
Tell me why this hurts so much
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
But still we'll say, "remember when"
Just like we always do
Just like we always do
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!
Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Mistakes like friends do
My hands are at your throat
And I think I hate you
We made the same mistakes
Made the same mistakes
Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you, for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
I'll spill my heart for you
Until the day I die (Until the day I die)
Until the day I die!!!
Posted at 07:09 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
sorry nadya! i wish i would have gottn together with you tonight..my bad. hopefully tomorrow night. your such a great friend..you always call to hang out n i am usually busy or something! sorry. we will hang out!
gosh idk but i'm in such a bad mood right now. i'm so bored and its maken me mad!!! i want to leave this dull place called home. vacation was so much fun too bad i had to come home..there is nothing really to come home tooooo. i'm definitely moving back up there when i'm out of college. nice lil cabin in the mountains. it would just be wonderful!!!
anywho right? like anyone cares what i like.
ERR i'm so pissed off! idk
ha ohhhh moms party..well 12 women all yappin on n on is kinda amusing. i love to hear what they say about their kids and think to myself "GOSH YOU HAVE IT ALL WRONG". its funny to see moms talk about their kids like they really know them. or maybe its just my mom that doesn't know me n talks to people like she does?? idk just rambling on as usual. tomorrow i'll realize that i really wasn't that pissed off and it will all be forgoten. maybe i'll get to go to the gym tomorrow!! i really could use some excercise...definitely. HA. wow i thought i was gainning weight. but i stepped on the scale today n i lost two pounds! but i bet its muscle i'm loosing..which is worse than gainning fat! to me at least..yes anyways. what else is there for me to chat to myself about. OH yea thats what a journals for to talk to yourself about your problems..or secrets! right..yes i believe i'm right..soooooo whats the first problem on my list?? humm gosh. i already talk enough about my mom like i hate her or something..what else. friends..hum yea lost a few i believe. or i think i have. kinda bugs me like every day. whats else! summer is fucking boring. i have nothing to do my life is so dull. laying on my bed all day every day has become pretty lame i will admit. tho i usually enjoy alone time..i've become pretty use to it i guess..not going anywhere n all...HA i need to get out more. this is starting to sound pretty pathetic i bet? yes i think so. umm i hate that feeling you get when you miss someone. it really annoys the shit out of me. i wish it would go away! yes what else...i hate being pissed off too! lol i don't like being bitchy. cause i hate bitchy people so if im mean to you tell me n then idk don't talk to me i deserve it! alrighty moving on...can't tell secrets..so what are some other problems..cause talking about my life seems to be boring me so i bet its boring the rest of the population! wow as i look at this is..i sure have typed alot of shit on here! lmao. aaaaaaahhh. so uncool. wow i wish i was hangn with some friends right about now. i miss them!!! i feel like i've blown them off by not calling to hang out n stuff. what a bitch of me. definitely calling people soon. this is gettn old/pathetic. and this whole computer stuff is boring me too. gosh you know what i sit on here like the whole day right..n do nothing cause my internet is about off..i can't believe i'm even typing this. cause everytime you want to get on the internet you have to start the whole fn computer over again then go straight to it when everything loads up again..yea real cool. so usually i just sit here and stare at the screen..day dream n stuff. yea know?? if anyone knows what i'm talkn about haha. the tv idk i just don't have any daytime shows to watch soo no tv. my rooms cool if i'm dying of boredom..music doesn't help anymore. the pool umm not much for it. playing outside! ahh miss those good ol days when u came home from school and barely made your backpack in the front door before you were already back outside doing something. then u would beg mom n dad to let you stay out longer when dinner time came. thinkn to yourself "SCREW DINNER!" haha yes those exact words too...jk. but now i don't really have anyone to hang out with outside so i just kinda stand out there in the drive way wishing i was 10 again. it only makes me feel bad so why do it?! humm what else is there. food only helps for like 10 min. even that gets boring. no one really calls me. so no phone calls. well i think i've felt sorry for myself enough time to forget!!!!!!!
much love to people who read this shit. cause i'm sure your laughing by now. hope you had as much fun as i did typing it!
Posted at 07:49 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
yes well i thought i was going some where tonight..but i'm starten to wonder! but anywho..theres like 12 women here for some thing with my mother..n yes its crazy/weirdin me out. i wish i could just leave!! n jessica kate n dad are gone soo theres no one to hang with here....
uhhhhhhhhhh im so bored. so unfun. every room is taken soo i guess my room is the only place to be tonight. lucky me. this is so NOT COOL. so i guess i'll be goin now. bye
if you love me and feel SO SORRY for me lol then you will call?? right.
Posted at 04:44 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
Whoever said happiness came with sunshine has never danced in the rain.
da da da..
i'm bored. cleaned alot today for my mom's "party" thingy. showered. just to be told to go outside in the freakn 90 some degree temp. n sweep the back porch. soo of course i was sweatin. lovely RIGHT after my wonderful shower. o well shit happens right. anywho..not much to say. so toddles. OH..if anyone knows how to get pictures to go in here tell me on the tagboard thingy cause i want a diff pic n it keeps telln me the storage is full..whatever that means!?! so yea if you could help that would be wonderful..
i <3 andrew.
Taking Back Sunday - There's no "I" in team:
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable...ohoh
Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friend thinks I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friend thinks you get what you deserve!!!
Posted at 10:23 am by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
Monday, July 12, 2004
i followed you to the deep in..i was helpless but still you pulled me in.
wow soo today has been about as boring as possible. but then again what else is new..babysat kate. ha more like gave her lunch n let her run free. but i get paid for it. cleaned my room cause my moms haven some party thingy idk tonight or tomorrow night..so knowing her you can't just shut the bedroom door and let the people wonder whats behind it..you have to let them SEE it! like they really need to snoop around in my bedroom like i was their daughter or something. my gosh. how rude. so im thinkn i'll stay in my room the whole time and lock my door and see how many times the door knob tries to turn haha. and blast my music n pretend i can't hear people knocking??. yes i believe thats what i will do. uhh im bored. how can someone look forward to summer coming knowing its gonna be filled with long days of boredom? why get your hopes up. like i usually do..thinking maybe this summer will be different tho it never is. anyways i'm just rambling on like someones actually interested. ha. funny. i think i'm more of talking to myself than the online population. so why do i bother writing in here?? i guess for more entertainment to myself trying to figure out how to make this stupid blog look alright. as you can see i'm still trying....well toddles for now. hopefully tonights the party im looking forward to sitting in my room some more...ha what a lie.
i miss ::him::
Posted at 12:33 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
Sunday, July 11, 2004
yea well today was umm alright besides the extreme pain in my tummy. uhhhhh. went to merrit island mall actually didn't get anything. kate got all crap for "back to school". ahh horrible words. idk i just don't feel good right now. I guess lately, I just havent been feeling like myself. I feel like alot of things are out of place in my life. I find myself thinking about my future and seeing nothing there for me. no ideas at all..and idk it makes me upset. and theres just so many other things messed up. like everything just decided to fall apart at the same time. i guess something good has to come out of it right??? i mean gosh so much wrong there has to be a right soon or later..if you have no idea what the hell im talkin about its alright cause i really don't expect anyone to understand me. sometimes i don't even understand myself.
Shinedown - No More Love
It's cold outside I'm sensing fear
My self control has disappeared
I'm spinning out at each end
Could you be kind and let me in
Despite the writing on the wall
My future's bleak and rather small
That's all you could ever take from me
I've got nothing to lose so let me be
Well I sized you up your not that strong
You're weak inside I knew all along
This made up army you fight in your head
Destroyed your worth and pronounced you dead
[CHORUS]
There's no more love
There's no more love
There' no more love for me and you (Listen to me)
No more love
There's no more love
There' no more love for me and you (Listen to me)
The cruelest joke that has played on me
Is all planned out so I can't leave
Now quietly I will walk away
There is no bad blood but I can't stay
There is no more love because there is no more love
[CHORUS (2)]
There's no more love
There's no more love
There' no more love for me and you (Listen to me)
No more love
There's no more love
There' no more love for me and you (Listen to me)
Posted at 04:04 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
Saturday, July 10, 2004
wellllll..this whole week has been GREAT!..yup went to Bryson City, North Carolina..extremely small town with about nothing to do OR eat there. lol but we were barely there. alrighty heres my week of joy.
June 2nd: left idk around late afternoon..but anywho stopped to spend the night in GA somewhere. but it was funny..we pull up to the hotel (after wondering the streets looking for it ha) n theres limos and this rap group bus don't ask who i could care less. but turns out theres a HUGE black family reunion lol..wow lotssss and lots of people and the hotel was freakn nice in the lobby but as soon as we got off the elevator haha the smell of weed filled the air haha funny funny. and then my dad said room 714?? and then we walk right past room 713 door open weed smell and rap music blarring. :-/ lol but me n jessica just hold up the rock on sign n said ROCK ONNNNN! lol..our room smelled like smoke but it was like midnight n we were tired sooo ya know we just didn't care anymore. i slept on the floor but i liked it. AND boy did i have some crazy ass dreams that night. i guess i was punchn somethin n my dream n punched the dresser beside me WAKING me up from pain and causing the rest of i guess my already awake family to laugh at me. lol...woke up went to breakfast. saw this awesome shirt said "Don't complain about things you don't have. Be greatful you don't get what you deserve." lmao so true tho. DON'T GRAB THE NECK!!!!! haha insiderrrr.
June 3rd: finially reached the cabin. OMG i love the mountains!!! the owner gave us some quick tour cause he had to be back downtwon soon to play in the band at the festival thingy..the cabin was awesome tho. had this loft that only i would sleep in lol with the ants and spiders. idc..but i discovered from everyone in the family that i laugh ALOT in my sleep and talk..thats something new to hear about. i wonder why i'm laughing so much. yea our cabin was at the tops of these huge hills that were pretty hard to get up in with the car. but o well. the smoky mountains were right behind the cabin with all those lovely wild animals roaming about. then we all went downtown for the 4th of july partyyyyyyy. me n jessica just walked up n down the short lil maintown road ate icecream and listened to some christain rock bands i can't remember the names...stated with and "I" idk lol..then went out for pizza then the store then a gas station parking lot to watch some beautiful fireworks. Kate, "They're so beautiful they're burning me eyes!!".. haha came home watched dagrassi..
June 4th: HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!! busy day..like all of them tho. drove up the mountain to idk the 2nd highest peek in NC. umm called uhh Clingmondome..something like that. THANK YOU LORD it was freakn foggy and could not see one thing more than 10 feet in front of you! thank youuuuuuuuuu. back down the mountain took some awesome pictures of the mountains all foggy at the top n stuff. very cool. then went to some wonderful waterful off teh side of the road. i wish i could of stayed there all day buttt we left about 15 mins later. then went to the Cherokee indian reservation.. cool cool. got myself a shirt and a turtle charm :-) then later that night had a campfire at the cabin and of course cooked s'mores!!!! love them but mostly just setting the marshmellos on fire ha.
June 5th: WHAT a day. about died. no lie...but anyways woke up planned on goin to some lake but ended up going to hiking to see some more waterfalls. not complaining they were beautiful. and while we were there..there was tubing SO OF COURSE we couldn't resist...me and jessica hiked those giant tubes all the way to the top to the EXTREME tubing spot n OMG I WISH I WOULD OF KNOWN..there were lots of "drops" ahh.. and bigger "rapids"..ahhhhh. yes but me n jessica of course thought we could handle it...yea right we crashed on EVERY drop. and yes there was about a million, no lie, rocks in this STREAM..yes stream not deep at all like its name (deep creek) ha what a freakn lie. yes and this is where i saw my life flash before my eyes. ha. me n jessica went down the drop together n she hit first causing me to hit her n FLY off. with about 50 people sittin on the shore. lmao this is where i start looking like an idiot. my raft is ummm far away. my flip flops come off and im tumbling smashing into every fuckn rock in sight. wow i couldn't breath and im sure if this guy hadn't reached out his hand to GRAB mine..i would have like hit my head on a rock and drowned. but yes he grabbed my hand and its like this whole dramatic movie moment haha. the rapids are pulling on end of me while hes holding on to my hand like hes in labor. i'm SCREAMING lmao people are staring now. then he helps me get my raft back. THANK YOU MAN who ever you may be. haha yes sounds a bit queer. but i could of died...me n jess got off early n didnt' go back on again with the rest of the family. i had scratches all over my body and brusies. however the hell you spell that.. it was bad i was sore. much pain. OH i did get my flip flops back lol.
June 6th: alrigthy today was probably more exciting than yesterday. woke up extremely tired after a LONG ass night of kate not going to bed. this dog, no lie, barking beside our cabin for an hour straight, kate throwing up, me having scary dreams about giant spiders. but yes we woke up at 7:30 a.m and left for the train station. TO GO WHITEWATER RAFTING!!. train ride was boring all you saw was vines and leaves coving just about everything, and you saw this for about an hour 1/2. finally got there tho. guide named Robert and two other husband n wife were in our raft. and of course me and jessica were in the front. HA! the water was about umm 46 degrees. and there were about 10 holes in the front of the raft that would squart that 46 degree water at me n jessica's feet legs and yes our faces. our feet were then numbed.and the front of course got the most wet beside those stupid holes. waves would crash onto us. not complainig fuckn funnest thing i've done in about forever. then afterwards the bus drove us somewhere to change n eat lunch then drove us back to bryson city. went n rented movies to watch. n idk didn't watch them watched fresh prince of bel air. i love that show so funny. but the best part was it rained and i loved hearing the drops hit the leaves. wonderful sound. OH decided when i grow up i might be a cop lol..
June 7th: another fun filled day. went to Gatlinburg, Tenn. for the day.went around to all the cool little shops. ate at hard rock cafe. got this cute frog charm. I LOVE FROGS! walked around with jessica for about two hours. then YAY we got our third hole pierced in our ears!! i was so scared at first idk why i remember it not hurtning but i was like sweating haha. and then she shot it into my ear while about 4 other girls stared waiting their turns and it didn't hurt a bit. then on the way home stopped at some more waterfalls and mountain areas took pics.
June 8th: HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!! woke up went ot some coffe shop for breakfest. had some disgusting coffee lol. then went to the Biltmore. (largest house in america) and wow was it HUGE! but there was no air conditioning which sucked cuase u started sweating. then afterwards went to the ashville mall. got three new shirts. oh n at biltmore got myself some cute frog earrings that match the charm i have. very cute. n i got this awesomely cool black rose bracelet. then went to Carabbas for dinner. NEW FAVORITE FOOD: Muscels (however u spell it!!) yuummmmm.
June 9th: HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! woke up watched some cool dawson's creek. then left to go see some more waterfalls. gosh love those things. thing went tubing again omg. but this time we didn't go to the top lol..no need to have my life saved again or die..then went out to eat. uhh mom yelling at me. wow i was pissed that night. wanted to just get up n leave. to her im just "a disgust, bad mannered" wonderful add it to my list. and went back to the whitewater place to buy t-shirts.
June 10th: sad sad sad..woke up around 8:30 to go home...:-(..yup idk what 12 hour drive and it sucked!! listened to music about the entire time. new favorite band!! SHINEDOWN. yup loveeee them. got home at 10 or so. blaaaaa long ass drive n now im just obviously writen in this. n tired. sooo laterrr.
Prey on the old
and you're a coward.
Prey on the young
and you're pathetic.
Prey on the weak
and you're even weaker.
Prey on my friends
and you're history.
Shinedown - Better Version:
Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind
I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine
It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself
What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry
How about a better version of, the way that I am
How about a better version that, makes me understand
How about a better version of, the way that I am
The way I look, The way I speak,
How about a better version of me
Excuse the wall, I put it up from time to time
A silver shade, and the design is all mine
It's just a maze that everyday I seem to be stuck in
It never seems to fade away but I pray for the day it ends
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry
[CHORUS]
Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned
[CHORUS]
Posted at 08:55 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
Friday, July 02, 2004
i believe i have time for one more entry. mom came home AGAIN yelln. :-( so depressing the way she just keeps puttn me down time after time. I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH! and i bet a million dollars when we leave n a couple of hours she will be so nice to me like nothing was ever wrong n she will be all excited and happy! fuck you. im so upset with her. so upset with everything. but maybe just maybe this will bring us closer. i pray i will help at least. maybe my mom's just pms..YEA 365 days a year ha. well maybe i will actually get something i want and be able to drive some..thats my only request. but i probably won't even get that. my luck these days...well peace out until next sunday!!!!!!!!!! 960-9831 text me.
i love you andrew!
Posted at 12:57 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
say whats on your mind
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