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name: amy
i love: andrew
age: 15
mood: 
location: Florida
i brush my: blond brownish hair
tears fall from: green brownish blue eyes
lives for: God. friends. STARS! laughing. memories good/bad. soccer. rock. fam. love. cappichinos. mountain dew. dogs r us chicken wings. writing. zours. sour patch kids. mr teddy. care bears. happy bunny. taking pictures/ looking at pictures. sleeping. bright colors of green n hot pink. rain. frogs. care bears. pickles. 6 hour phone calls ha. tv shows dagrassi n boy meets world. sunsets. holding hands. aim/computer. reading. mountains. driving.
i listen to: shinedown. incubus. rasmus. new found glory. avril lavigne. linkin park. yellowcard. story of the year. heart. styx. smile empty soul. evanescence. dashboard confessional. blink 182. killers. godsmack. korn. modest mouse.avenged sevenfold. velvet revolver. trapt. the vines. franz ferdinand. soil. seether. sum 41. saliva. brand new. taking back sunday. cold. drowing pool. postal service. disturbed. foo fighters. sugarcult. 311. breaking benjamin. metallica. earshot. finch. lostprophets. muse. puddle of mudd. the hives. the von bondies. three days grace. favorite color. afi. a perfect circle. the starting line. simple plan. all american rejects. jimmy eat world. many many more..
speak to me: TimEisRunIngOuT6
send me a love letter: thatsoriginal01@yahoo.com
friends: brittany. kasey. kaleigh. nadya. lida. jon. john. kate. erica. whitney. ashley. lindsay
cell number: 960-9831
Well this may come as kind of a surprise.
I dont like you, and I dont care what you think about what I do. And most of all, I dont need your opinion. -reel big fish
I'll do what I feel like
Shinedown- Simple Man:
Well, Momma told me
When I was young
Sit beside me, my only son
And listen closely to what I say
And ff you do this, it'll help you some sunny day
Oh, take your time
Don't live too fast
Troubles will come
And they will pass
You'll find a woman, oh baby
And you'll find love
And don't forget that there is someone up above
And be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can
Forget your lust
For rich man's gold
All that you need now
Is in your soul
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied
And be a simple kind of man
Be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Oh, don't you worry
You'll find yourself
Follow your heart
And nothing else
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
All that I want for you my son, is to be satisfied
And be a simple kind of man
Oh, be something you love and understand
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Oh, won't you do this for me, son, if you can
Baby, be a simple kind of man
Be a simple man
Oh, be something you love and understand.
"Don't try to fix me.."
Icubus - Stellar:
Meet me in outerspace
We could spend the night, watch the earth come up
I've grown tired of that place, wont you come with me
We could start again
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
Meet me in outerspace
I will hold you close, If your afraid of heights
I need you to see this place, It might be the only way
That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
Do oh oh oh oh oh
You are stellar
You are stellar
How do you it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, its better than I ever knew
How do you do it, make me feel like I do
How do you do it, make me feel like I do, Yeah.
Rasmus - In the Shadows:
No sleep
No sleep untill I am done with finding the answer
Wont stop
Wont stop before I find a cure for this cancer
Sometimes
I feel I going down and so disconnected
Somehow
I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows
They say
That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe
But I
I rather kill myself then turn into there slave
Sometimes
I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow
I just don't wanne stay and wait for a wonder
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
Lately I been walking walking in circels, watching waiting for something
Feel me touch me feel me, come take me higher
I been watching
I been waiting
In the shadows all my time
I been searching
I been living
For tomorrows all my life
I been watching
I been waiting
I been searching
I been living for tomorrows
In the shadows
In the shadows
I been waiting
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
wellllll..this whole week has been GREAT!..yup went to Bryson City, North Carolina..extremely small town with about nothing to do OR eat there. lol but we were barely there. alrighty heres my week of joy.
June 2nd: left idk around late afternoon..but anywho stopped to spend the night in GA somewhere. but it was funny..we pull up to the hotel (after wondering the streets looking for it ha) n theres limos and this rap group bus don't ask who i could care less. but turns out theres a HUGE black family reunion lol..wow lotssss and lots of people and the hotel was freakn nice in the lobby but as soon as we got off the elevator haha the smell of weed filled the air haha funny funny. and then my dad said room 714?? and then we walk right past room 713 door open weed smell and rap music blarring. :-/ lol but me n jessica just hold up the rock on sign n said ROCK ONNNNN! lol..our room smelled like smoke but it was like midnight n we were tired sooo ya know we just didn't care anymore. i slept on the floor but i liked it. AND boy did i have some crazy ass dreams that night. i guess i was punchn somethin n my dream n punched the dresser beside me WAKING me up from pain and causing the rest of i guess my already awake family to laugh at me. lol...woke up went to breakfast. saw this awesome shirt said "Don't complain about things you don't have. Be greatful you don't get what you deserve." lmao so true tho. DON'T GRAB THE NECK!!!!! haha insiderrrr.
June 3rd: finially reached the cabin. OMG i love the mountains!!! the owner gave us some quick tour cause he had to be back downtwon soon to play in the band at the festival thingy..the cabin was awesome tho. had this loft that only i would sleep in lol with the ants and spiders. idc..but i discovered from everyone in the family that i laugh ALOT in my sleep and talk..thats something new to hear about. i wonder why i'm laughing so much. yea our cabin was at the tops of these huge hills that were pretty hard to get up in with the car. but o well. the smoky mountains were right behind the cabin with all those lovely wild animals roaming about. then we all went downtown for the 4th of july partyyyyyyy. me n jessica just walked up n down the short lil maintown road ate icecream and listened to some christain rock bands i can't remember the names...stated with and "I" idk lol..then went out for pizza then the store then a gas station parking lot to watch some beautiful fireworks. Kate, "They're so beautiful they're burning me eyes!!".. haha came home watched dagrassi..
June 4th: HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!! busy day..like all of them tho. drove up the mountain to idk the 2nd highest peek in NC. umm called uhh Clingmondome..something like that. THANK YOU LORD it was freakn foggy and could not see one thing more than 10 feet in front of you! thank youuuuuuuuuu. back down the mountain took some awesome pictures of the mountains all foggy at the top n stuff. very cool. then went to some wonderful waterful off teh side of the road. i wish i could of stayed there all day buttt we left about 15 mins later. then went to the Cherokee indian reservation.. cool cool. got myself a shirt and a turtle charm :-) then later that night had a campfire at the cabin and of course cooked s'mores!!!! love them but mostly just setting the marshmellos on fire ha.
June 5th: WHAT a day. about died. no lie...but anyways woke up planned on goin to some lake but ended up going to hiking to see some more waterfalls. not complaining they were beautiful. and while we were there..there was tubing SO OF COURSE we couldn't resist...me and jessica hiked those giant tubes all the way to the top to the EXTREME tubing spot n OMG I WISH I WOULD OF KNOWN..there were lots of "drops" ahh.. and bigger "rapids"..ahhhhh. yes but me n jessica of course thought we could handle it...yea right we crashed on EVERY drop. and yes there was about a million, no lie, rocks in this STREAM..yes stream not deep at all like its name (deep creek) ha what a freakn lie. yes and this is where i saw my life flash before my eyes. ha. me n jessica went down the drop together n she hit first causing me to hit her n FLY off. with about 50 people sittin on the shore. lmao this is where i start looking like an idiot. my raft is ummm far away. my flip flops come off and im tumbling smashing into every fuckn rock in sight. wow i couldn't breath and im sure if this guy hadn't reached out his hand to GRAB mine..i would have like hit my head on a rock and drowned. but yes he grabbed my hand and its like this whole dramatic movie moment haha. the rapids are pulling on end of me while hes holding on to my hand like hes in labor. i'm SCREAMING lmao people are staring now. then he helps me get my raft back. THANK YOU MAN who ever you may be. haha yes sounds a bit queer. but i could of died...me n jess got off early n didnt' go back on again with the rest of the family. i had scratches all over my body and brusies. however the hell you spell that.. it was bad i was sore. much pain. OH i did get my flip flops back lol.
June 6th: alrigthy today was probably more exciting than yesterday. woke up extremely tired after a LONG ass night of kate not going to bed. this dog, no lie, barking beside our cabin for an hour straight, kate throwing up, me having scary dreams about giant spiders. but yes we woke up at 7:30 a.m and left for the train station. TO GO WHITEWATER RAFTING!!. train ride was boring all you saw was vines and leaves coving just about everything, and you saw this for about an hour 1/2. finally got there tho. guide named Robert and two other husband n wife were in our raft. and of course me and jessica were in the front. HA! the water was about umm 46 degrees. and there were about 10 holes in the front of the raft that would squart that 46 degree water at me n jessica's feet legs and yes our faces. our feet were then numbed.and the front of course got the most wet beside those stupid holes. waves would crash onto us. not complainig fuckn funnest thing i've done in about forever. then afterwards the bus drove us somewhere to change n eat lunch then drove us back to bryson city. went n rented movies to watch. n idk didn't watch them watched fresh prince of bel air. i love that show so funny. but the best part was it rained and i loved hearing the drops hit the leaves. wonderful sound. OH decided when i grow up i might be a cop lol..
June 7th: another fun filled day. went to Gatlinburg, Tenn. for the day.went around to all the cool little shops. ate at hard rock cafe. got this cute frog charm. I LOVE FROGS! walked around with jessica for about two hours. then YAY we got our third hole pierced in our ears!! i was so scared at first idk why i remember it not hurtning but i was like sweating haha. and then she shot it into my ear while about 4 other girls stared waiting their turns and it didn't hurt a bit. then on the way home stopped at some more waterfalls and mountain areas took pics.
June 8th: HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!! woke up went ot some coffe shop for breakfest. had some disgusting coffee lol. then went to the Biltmore. (largest house in america) and wow was it HUGE! but there was no air conditioning which sucked cuase u started sweating. then afterwards went to the ashville mall. got three new shirts. oh n at biltmore got myself some cute frog earrings that match the charm i have. very cute. n i got this awesomely cool black rose bracelet. then went to Carabbas for dinner. NEW FAVORITE FOOD: Muscels (however u spell it!!) yuummmmm.
June 9th: HAPPY 46th BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! woke up watched some cool dawson's creek. then left to go see some more waterfalls. gosh love those things. thing went tubing again omg. but this time we didn't go to the top lol..no need to have my life saved again or die..then went out to eat. uhh mom yelling at me. wow i was pissed that night. wanted to just get up n leave. to her im just "a disgust, bad mannered" wonderful add it to my list. and went back to the whitewater place to buy t-shirts.
June 10th: sad sad sad..woke up around 8:30 to go home...:-(..yup idk what 12 hour drive and it sucked!! listened to music about the entire time. new favorite band!! SHINEDOWN. yup loveeee them. got home at 10 or so. blaaaaa long ass drive n now im just obviously writen in this. n tired. sooo laterrr.
Prey on the old
and you're a coward.
Prey on the young
and you're pathetic.
Prey on the weak
and you're even weaker.
Prey on my friends
and you're history.
Shinedown - Better Version:
Excuse the mess, I didn't see you from behind
I caught a glimpse, but the reflection's only mine
It's almost like I'm paralyzed and locked outside myself
What I don't need is to concede because I won't be someone else
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry
How about a better version of, the way that I am
How about a better version that, makes me understand
How about a better version of, the way that I am
The way I look, The way I speak,
How about a better version of me
Excuse the wall, I put it up from time to time
A silver shade, and the design is all mine
It's just a maze that everyday I seem to be stuck in
It never seems to fade away but I pray for the day it ends
I am not perfect and I don't claim to be
And if that's what you wanted
Well then I'm so sorry
[CHORUS]
Show me my vital signs until I'm realigned
[CHORUS]
Posted at 08:55 pm by InThEsHaDoWs11
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