i believe i have time for one more entry. mom came home AGAIN yelln. :-( so depressing the way she just keeps puttn me down time after time. I'M NEVER GOOD ENOUGH! and i bet a million dollars when we leave n a couple of hours she will be so nice to me like nothing was ever wrong n she will be all excited and happy! fuck you. im so upset with her. so upset with everything. but maybe just maybe this will bring us closer. i pray i will help at least. maybe my mom's just pms..YEA 365 days a year ha. well maybe i will actually get something i want and be able to drive some..thats my only request. but i probably won't even get that. my luck these days...well peace out until next sunday!!!!!!!!!! 960-9831 text me.


i love you andrew!