Entry: i followed you to the deep in..i was helpless but still you pulled me in. Monday, July 12, 2004
wow soo today has been about as boring as possible. but then again what else is new..babysat kate. ha more like gave her lunch n let her run free. but i get paid for it. cleaned my room cause my moms haven some party thingy idk tonight or tomorrow night..so knowing her you can't just shut the bedroom door and let the people wonder whats behind it..you have to let them SEE it! like they really need to snoop around in my bedroom like i was their daughter or something. my gosh. how rude. so im thinkn i'll stay in my room the whole time and lock my door and see how many times the door knob tries to turn haha. and blast my music n pretend i can't hear people knocking??. yes i believe thats what i will do. uhh im bored. how can someone look forward to summer coming knowing its gonna be filled with long days of boredom? why get your hopes up. like i usually do..thinking maybe this summer will be different tho it never is. anyways i'm just rambling on like someones actually interested. ha. funny. i think i'm more of talking to myself than the online population. so why do i bother writing in here?? i guess for more entertainment to myself trying to figure out how to make this stupid blog look alright. as you can see i'm still trying....well toddles for now. hopefully tonights the party im looking forward to sitting in my room some more...ha what a lie.